Tuesday, September 23, 2025

Carrying load of emptiness

 I am lonely ,

Why, I don’t even know.
It’s killing, hurting, stabbing me;
I can’t change, even if I want to.

Why is that, I wonder.
I want to change desperately.
I want to tell someone, but no one hears;
time won’t listen. That’s life.

Opening up isn’t the problem 
carrying the emptiness is.
Who will change me?
Only I can. That’s the irony.

Change takes time, becomes routine;
but who cares once you’re alone?
Everyone moves on, everything is new 
new faces, new hardships.

Maybe I’ll give up sometimes,
and settle into myself once more.
Atlas can I carry this?
The question remains unanswered.
I need to find the answer and fix it.

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Carrying load of emptiness

  I am lonely , Why, I don’t even know. It’s killing, hurting, stabbing me; I can’t change, even if I want to. Why is that, I wonder. I...